For you

Yaad ha bachpan me hum dono ek dusre ko cycle par betha kr dikka dete hoty ty.

Computer par games khelty ty.

aur mein tou rota hota tha ke mujh phupo ke ghar le jai 😂

Pura bachpan meine tumhare sath he guzara.

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Mein bohot close rehne lag gaya tha (bacha tha na kia kru).As a consequence, Jab hum park gy and waha apke father ne bola ke tora dur raho.And On the Park I felt like I was being ignored.

On that day, mujh pata chala ke mujh kitna lonely feel hota ha jab tumhara sath ni hota mere sath.

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I felt so ignored ke maine ye baat boli: "Is it wrong to like someone?"And you said, "No, it's not."And then I confessed my feelings to you.I still remember, I was lying on the bed in the drawing room.And from that day, hum log bas apne aap se hi imaginary cheezein bolte rahe.

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Aur ek baar jab main aap logon ki tanki se utar raha tha, maine jump lagayi aur mera haath zakhmi ho gaya.Aur kisi ko pata nahi chala.But aap mere paas cream le kar aayin aur kaha, "Ye lagao."

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Mujhe bachpan se hi aapka saath mila hai, jis ki wajah se main aadi ho gaya hoon.

Maybe aap na hui ho, but unfortunately main ho gaya hoon.

Because in my sad moments, you were there.

Is liye jab main khafa bhi ho jata hoon, to phir bhi main message kar deta hoon.

Kabhi aap ki taraf se pehle message aa jata hai.

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Shogran ke baad mujhe pata chala ke how much you were suffering because of me.

That is why I separated myself from you.

I stopped messaging every day.

But never did I forget what you have given me.

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You told me something, due to which I got way too sad.

But still, I did not stop talking to you.

The sad part is that when you talked to me about some other guy,

it was something I could not bear.

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And it is true, but I was also wrong.

I also did some wrong things.

I'm not saying that I'm an angel.

I did make a lot of mistakes.

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Mujhe pata hai tum kitni cheezon se ho kar guzri ho, kya kya tumhein sehna para.

Kya kuch nahi hua tumhare saath.

Aur aisi cheezein bhi hain jo tumne abhi tak mujhe nahi batayin, but tum un cheezon se bhi guzri ho.

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Aur phir is rishte ki baat aayi.

Mujhe nahi pata ke maine kya soch samajh kar aisa kiya, but mujhe itna zaroor pata chala ke is ki wajah se aap hurt hui ho.

Kaafi baatein sunne ko mili hain, kaafi decisions liye hain.

Aur ab is mauqe par main bhi tumse khafa ho jaun, to dono baar ghalti meri hi banti hai,

ke problem mein bhi maine hi daala, aur phir answer sunne ki himmat bhi nahi hai.

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Jo answer aapne choose kiya hai, main us ki poori respect karta hoon.

To main koi bhi aisa qadam nahi loonga jis se aap aur bhi takleef mein ho jao.

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Main future mein aap se kam baat karunga, interaction bhi kam ho jayegi,

to ye bilkul mat samajhna ke main aap se khafa hoon.

Reason ye hai ke kahin meri feelings phir strong na ho jayein,

kyun ke mujhe to bas bahana chahiye to fall for you again.

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Maine jo aap ko bola hai ke I'm not angry anymore, I mean it.

And I really am not angry anymore.

Faisla mushkil tha, but le liya.

Kyun ke main nahi kisi ke dil mein mohabbat daalne wala, woh to Allah hai.

Shayad Allah ne hi mujhe mauqa diya ke tum kar lo koshish,

but jab tak saamne wala raazi nahi, to tum kya hi kar loge.

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You are a really beautiful girl. It feels really good to talk to you.

Stay just like how you are.

Don't change because of the difficulties you will face in your life.

Tum dil ki bohot achi ho, aur ye baat shayad tumhe khud bhi nahi pata.

Allah tumhe hamesha khush rakhe. Tum is ki haqdar ho.

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Allah Hafiz